隱匿的隱匿

poem by Enid

translation by Anon

Her pain is visible before my eyes

A dying cat

raises her head and looks at me 

Her eyes are fully written with words

I understand at once

her fear and joy

her reluctance to leave and her bidding farewell

and there are so much more

which I cannot translate into my language

Her eyes in pain

are so bright

and I finally realized that

in this gloomy world

there are some brightness more beautiful than the starry sky

there are some beauties brighter than the imaginative starry sky

I stroke her head and ask for her forgiveness

I hold her hand but not to keep her on this earth

Instead of imagining the afterlife 

why don't imagine the meaning of suffering

Instead of imagining the meaning of suffering

why don't say all meanings are bitter

Instead of saying all meanings are bitter

why don't say if there is no bitter

the sweet is also meaningless

10/07/10, written after the death of Meat Feet